...before coming here, I never saw a single person die. Never had a single friend, either. But after coming here, I've seen both rolled into one. And it's only going to continue unless Monobear is stopped. But I don't have the heart to continue. I can't go on living with the knowledge that all these people have died, several because of me, and yet we're no closer to beating the one who trapped here.
[Shaking her head. There's no tears any more. Although maybe that's the most unnerving part of all.]
Maybe it's wrong to give up, but even if I did reverse my decision, what good would it do? I'm...tired, Alastor. Everyone back home was right; I'll never be better than Lance. But at least...at least I know everyone else is in good hands. You can get everyone out of this. You're stronger than he is. [...okay, maybe she's not totally dead inside, considering she swallows hard before saying this last bit.] And as for my team...I want you to have them.
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[Shaking her head. There's no tears any more. Although maybe that's the most unnerving part of all.]
Maybe it's wrong to give up, but even if I did reverse my decision, what good would it do? I'm...tired, Alastor. Everyone back home was right; I'll never be better than Lance. But at least...at least I know everyone else is in good hands. You can get everyone out of this. You're stronger than he is. [...okay, maybe she's not totally dead inside, considering she swallows hard before saying this last bit.] And as for my team...I want you to have them.