[She doesn't say anything. She can't say anything. Doesn't he get it? Everything being over soon is exactly what she's afraid of. Before coming here, she turn away friendships. Turned away getting close to people. She focused on improving herself and beating Lance. Becoming the best. Living up to her clan's name.
Now here, in this hellhole, she has friends. Friends who keep leaving her. Who keep dying. Opening her heart made life here tolerable, but she can't take it being broken over and over again. She thought she was strong. Powerful. A role model. Now? She's shown what she truly is: weak.
The tears do stop, though. She gets up without a word and just...stands there. Distant. Not really looking at anything. It's already over now.]
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[She doesn't say anything. She can't say anything. Doesn't he get it? Everything being over soon is exactly what she's afraid of. Before coming here, she turn away friendships. Turned away getting close to people. She focused on improving herself and beating Lance. Becoming the best. Living up to her clan's name.
Now here, in this hellhole, she has friends. Friends who keep leaving her. Who keep dying. Opening her heart made life here tolerable, but she can't take it being broken over and over again. She thought she was strong. Powerful. A role model. Now? She's shown what she truly is: weak.
The tears do stop, though. She gets up without a word and just...stands there. Distant. Not really looking at anything. It's already over now.]