I'm "redeemed" because I finally got my head out of my ass and realized I didn't have to be where I thought I was stuck. The fact that you expect us to hate you? It means you know what you did was wrong. If you think you deserve it, it means you feel guilty for acting out of spite and anger against people who couldn't have known their actions would lead to your death.

What you've done is no worse than what Tsukumo did. The only real difference is that you succeeded, when all of their would-be victims were lucky enough to notice the danger in time to avoid it. And they weren't even acting out of anger over being killed, they were just jealous.

Do you know what we did when we found out that the supposed accidents were caused by a vengeful spirit? When we had it too weak to keep trying to kill us, had it at our mercy?