Oh, why wouldn't you understand, huh? Why not, I wonder? Yes, because...because explaining that for the last ten years, I was...

[He slams his hand into the podium, letting out a frustrated noise. He can no longer restrain himself. He feels trapped, stuck, and gods, at this point, he no longer cares. He sees where this is going.]

I was dead. Not for good. I was stuck...I couldn't move on. Do you know what that's like? Do you know how that feels?! No. Of course you wouldn't. None of you would!